Hey everyone,
Sorry that I haven't been uploading much recently. Working on getting some school work up so you all can see what I've been busy with. A lot has been going on surprisingly... not including school though. Like.. I'm still not ready for my competition and I have to go for a training weekend soon or whatever and I'm not ready. I'm ready for them to be upset with me, but.. really school comes first. I'm pretty sure I will be able to get myself ready before I really get there though. Who knows. But I've been thinking a lot lately and it kinda sucks. heh.
I've come to the conclusion that I will probably have to end up going to a college that I really don't like, which normally people would be like, then why are you going? But in all honesty it's the best school there is available to me so I guess I'm just gonna have to suck it up.
I feel really crappy about the competition, because I'm not sure if the ending results will cause me to have to chose between it, and college. It honestly would be a hard decision I think but I really just dunno. I've decided to wait and just cross that bridge when and if I get there.
I've been thinking about how to better myself, become more independent and start working out stuff to help me more in my future (your only just doing this now? you crazy!?) and when I get into it and all... it's not so bad, I almost even like it.. then other things come about and I get really depressed.
Anyways... I'm going to be trying to get my productivity up higher soon so I'll have more things for you all to look at
Hope things are going well for everyone else.
<3 Saffron